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| hey people. ive moved my blog already! D: to... http://rummblings-svafy.blogspot.com/ !! [: please do me a favour by re-linking me correctly yar! (: <3 much love to those who reads my blog and continue to do so at my new blog! rmb to tag on my tagboard when its there! :) stay happy people and all the best for your EOYs ( 16sep07) ! May God be with all of you! takecare :) | | |
| havent been blogging for quite sometime, anw, i passed all my results except for maths. -.-" ( **as usual** ) today its teachers day; ive really enjoyed the time ive spent with my 3other besties (: so so so glad to know them .. like SERIOUSLY! went out till super late & for that i got scolding from mom.. cos when i reached home, it was reaching 1am alrdy. hahah. supposingly to be tonning outside de.. den mom called my hp and yifeng had to go home cos of his mom too. so yea, vincent and sk also went home lor D: anw, caught the 2nd last train before we had to cab back from Raffles. oh btw, before we headed home, we went to... ps --> cathay(eat and slacked there) --> walked to esplande area( merlion there) the bridge! (: yay. ive always been dreaming to go to the bridge. and thank God! it was my first time going there. hahhaha (; seriously! i think walking is damn fun! really really, anw.. i just love 310807! (: thanks to my 3besties (!!!) vin, feng & sk! (: yingyinglovesyoupeople~! | | |
| lost for words to say- ive guessed ive been rushing you on the scale of having a relationship with God. or leading you to the path that links God and you together. if you get what i mean? from Me -> You - > God disappointed and i really feel like giving up. i just dont know why, i dont want my fear to defeat me but i want to tell my FEAR to be afraid of me cos ive got a BIG GOD . that means to say, i have to prove to my fear! i should not be running away & throwing my troubles to my other friends. i just need an adviser to help me to carry on. LOST; my feelings is lost & its the only word that could discribe me now. thanks to my gm(s) mates that made my friday a very memorable one. esp getting to know more new friends :) ppl like shingyang, jie ying, joel loi, clara and many many more! i cant rmb the names D: HELPP- went home with jie ying on friday and we chat about everything, though its jus little talks. D: hahha. jie ying is very funny anw. i don know why but yar. hahha . CHEM test -acids and bases HIST test - on Hitler(if im not wrong) ENG test - some paper D: can make me go LALAAAA ; pratically into my LALA land : ) hahahaha *get my point? </3 break my heart for what breaks yours. | | |
| went to pray for my grandfather as he has passed away for 100days alrdy. yea, in the morning and the prayer lasted 3hours.. you know, i cant avoid such prayer stuff so i got to do what my aunties/uncles/cousin does, stand & knee etc. like what buddist people do. cos my grandfather is a buddist, so for prayer like i say, cant avoid. after that lunch-ed over at grandmother's hse and went to meet jing after lunch, thank God my cousin was there to fetch me to the place i wanna go. (: thanks cousin! :D anw, i suspect myself for having apendix*(how you spell that?!).. the pain jus wont go away. i dont know how to say. D: danng, ohwell, theres doctor's appointment for me tmr which supposingly to be at 11.30am but i changed it to 9.45am instead! D: due to pillars meeting @istana park at 12noon. my thigh is getting better but my right knee is getting worse. ZOMGG -! madness mann! first my ankle, den left thigh and now right knee & pain on the left on top of my hip-bone ): what is this mann. ): think im gonna tell my doctor that. PS. i hope i dont have to spend so much money tmr jus on doc's alone D: my cousin is going for obs on monday! OMTIAN! im super jealous! i want OBS againnnnnn! ahhahaha. anw, i wanna get sth from obs! D: EHH, a cap and shirt! :) YAY-ness. gonna ask her help me buy.HAHA : D if shes able to . but really hope so. total will add up to 36bucks if im not wrong. yea. tired after long hours of work. ZOMGG. anw, i missed today's GM's meeting &im like feeling so guilty cos im like suppose to help out also; i hope nxt friday i wont miss it. D: ohyea, keith was nuts, so was jiao. hahaD: RANDOM!! issac is super funny can! ; he was like, "my phone call is very precious okay!" - HAHA. D: ohwell! im going to have a date with my bed already. HAAH. :D so ` TTFN ! :) -thx to that person who left that really encouraging verse for me (: much appreciated! :D dont mind introducing yourself & add me on msn or sth? celest_forever@hotmail.com ; TQ :D | | |
| wellwell, what a bad day. :O! exhausted. or rather, im tired and sick ): headache jus wouldnt go away, medication didnt help at all. zomg! dont know what should i do. hmm, got really surprised that issac from central A called me. haha. & duno how 2 other church friends got my number when they dont even know me; jessie from central d & jiayi the sound ministry i/c! D: hahaha. but its OKAY! haha. (: cant wait to join the sound ministry& i heard that there would be central chalet! :) yay-ness! (: so looking forward to it. heh. today i bumped onto mr yuen! :) its been a long time mannn! &i saw his baby boy. so cuteeee! :D hahaha. chubby &a little fat :) cutee lei. ahahah. and his pretty wifey. hahaha. (: wellwell, his no longer teaching anymore 'cos his serving full time ministry. D: anw, i really really really really really really really want to complete reading the Bible but somehow i just have no time! ): ZOMG! getting really numb-ed these few days, friendship, relationship?, family and school stuff! D: dangg! i been thinking about my sheep and wondering if she dislikes me and all, i dont know but i feel that she dont really want me to be her shepherd. i really want to know her more but somehow i feel really awkward and have no things in common with her and i dont know how to make her feel 'safe' with me, as in like whenever she needs someone the first person she would turn to is me. ): im finding time to have shepherdling lessons with her but i just dont know how to start! God, i need Your help! :'( why am i having such little FAITH? i dont know and dont ask me why. maybe its because of what has happened to me in the past that makes me feel this way. losing my Faith in everything, starting to have doubts in God and the people around me and not being able to Trust the people too. i remember reading this chapter from the Bible, (Jesus walks on water) matthew 14:25-32; talking about having trust in the Lord and take courage. i need affirmations ): i need a good talk with God. well, i guess ive been thinking too much recently. D: ohwell! im going to bed now.  buhbye- signing off; celest (:
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